It's
evening.
I've
spent the entire day waiting and thinking.
Who
killed that family in the farmhouse?
Where am I?
What
'appened to my parents?
It
was useles, I know.
But
there really isn't that much that I've could be doing.
I
went back to the farmhouse to eat and drink. I really shouldn't go
there that often.
Someway
I get this feeling that the Farmhouse just isn't safe. Maybe it's
where Boche 'as it's way with it's whores.
So
the question is, should I care for what they do in that Farmhouse?
It
still is warm and nice. Blessed be the France and 'er warm summers.
I
see clouds. Is it going to rain?
I
'ope not.
Although it's better to 'ave
clouds, that way the Boche can't see us.
I'm
waiting near the Jacque's cafe.
I
would like to go in but it's not safe, because of the Boche. But if
Boche finds me near Jacque's Cafe then they just might take me away
anyway.
I
enter the Jacque's Cafe.
I
feel disgust. It's filled with Boche.
I
go to the bar and order a beer.
Jacque seems to be talking to a
Boche. 'e seems 'appy. 'es wife is manning the bar. Atleast I think
she is Jacque's wife.
Damn
Boche!
Those
filthy bastards!
Sitting around tables, drinking,
lauhging, it get's in to my nerve! I just want to kill them, kill
them all.
When
will they leave? When will Jacque close for the day?
Time
passes.
I
drink my beer and try not to kill all the Boche.
It's
not going well.
Thankfully
none of them 'ave come to talk to me.
Finally
Jacque comes and tells me to go in the backroom and wait till 'e 'as
closed and send all the Boche away.
I
go to the backroom.
There
is just a big table, some chairs around it. A bookshelf. I start
going through the books. Nothing that I would care to read.
When
will the Boche leave? I go and take a seat and light a cigarette.
Ouside
it's getting darker and cloudier. I sure 'ope that it's not going to
start to rain.
Finally
Jacque 'as closed and all the Boche are gone.
Finally.
Jacque comes and we start to
leave.
We
go through the backdoor.
Rene
is waiting, so is 'es brother. Francoi's is not 'ere because 'e needs
to sleep so that 'e would be ready for 'es day in work.
Me
and Jacque get inside the lorry. The rifles are ready. I check mine.
Jacque is nervous. 'e lights a cigarette. I sit and look at the other
side. Rene tells us that we are going to ambush another lorry.
The
lorry is moving. It's still clody.
Jacque checks 'e's rifle. I'm
getting more anxious. I'll check my rifle, it's fine. I check my
knife, it's sharp and ready to use, that is good.
Jacque
is still nervous. I'm anxious.
I
can't wait to find some Boche to kill, just so I can reduce they're
number once again. Soon I've killed all of them, soon Jacque's Cafe
will be empty from them. Then I can be there, 'ave a drink and relax.
That's all I need to do – relax
The
lorry 'as 'alted.
Time
to come out. Rene and Auguste 'ide the lorry. Jacque end's 'is
cigarette and check's 'es rifle. I'm calm but anxious. I can't wait
to kill some Boche.
Rene
and Auguste 'ave 'id the lorry.
They
come back to us. Rene tells us our plan. It's the same as the last
time: block the road, 'ide in the bushes, wait till the Boche comes
out and then dispose them.
We
block the road. Now we wait.
It's
quiet. It's dark. We are 'iding in the bushes. It's still cloudy, but
not raining. Good.
We
'ear a lorry. Boche are propably coming.
Finally.
The
lorry 'alts on the roadblock. Rene tells them to raise they're 'ands
and not to do anything stupid. We come about.
I
can see the Boche. They are scared.
I'm
anxious.
Those
pigs are shaking.
Rene
asks volunteers to finish the job.
I
volunteer.
I
take them away. I need some privacy.
Finally I get to do what I
wanted to do all day.
Boche
are tied and scared. I leer at them. I'm going to enjoy from this.
I
take my knife. It's still sharp. I pick one of them and walk to 'im.
I cut 'es ear.
Blood
is everywhere and the pig is screaming.
But
something is wrong.
I
can't do it.
I
can't do anything else to 'im.
The
Boche is crying and screaming, the other is scared and screaming too.
I?
I'm stunned. I can't do anything.
Why?
I'm
standing looking stupid yet doing nothing.
Why?
This
is what I wanted do all day. But now. I can't.
Why?
I
walk near the one whose ear I cut. I try to beat 'im up. But then I
'ear someone yelling at me. But it's too late I'm going to do it. I'm
going to beat them up. The Boche killed that family.
They
killed so many.
BOCHE
MUST DIE!
Auguste
takes me and turns me away and start yelling at me. 'es mumbling in
panic. I can't understand a word 'es saying.
Why?
Then
Jacque comes. 'e sees the Boche and Rene's brother screaming at me.
Jacque goes between us and tries to calm Auguste by telling 'im that
I was just doing what Rene told me to.
To
'ell with Rene.
This
is what I wanted to do. I want to make them pay!
But
now, with the perfect chance I cannot.
Why?
Then
we 'ear gunshots. I turn and I see Rene. While Auguste and Jaqcue
were arguing 'e sneaked up and finished them up. 'e then tells Jacque
to get they're clothes and yells at Auguste for leaving 'es post.
When
Jacque is done I look at the Boche and wonder.
Why?
I
should 'ave been able to make them pay for what they did, but no. I
cut one of the Boche's ears off and then I couldn't do anything.
What's
wrong with me?
I
go back to the lorry.
We
load up all the suplies from the now captured lorry to our old one,
then we clear the road and 'ide the captured lorry. Rene and Auguste
will come back for it – if it's still 'ere.
While
were cleaning up Rene tells me 'e wants to 'ave a talk with me
tomorrow evening.
We
are driving back. I still wonder why?
Jacque
'as light a cigarette. 'es still nervous. I light one for myself too.
Then
it starts to rain.
THE
END
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